A post for December

I dont have any important things to write about today. I am happy and sad both at the same time. earlier i got a call from a company i applied to. It was for a final interview. Luckily i passed. The job description is a bit toxic as a lot of people will say now a days. at least in this part of the world would. 14 hr shift a day, 6 times a week. Never have imagined myself would work beyond 12 hours a day. And to top it off with 6 days a week, i wonder what Im going to look like after 2 months. Not really worried of how im going to look but rather how my health is going to be down the stretch. Situation calls for it. Reality bites. I have to earn more than i did. Now that we will be sending three of my kids to school next year. I have not been much of a provider. specially to Athena. Never been much of a father to her. I have not seen the kid for a little over a year now. Missed two consecutive birthdays in a row . oh how It pains me to realize all of this. Hurts like hell . My plans did not work out the way I wanted them to be. So it ended up like this. Its not really the end. It has just begun. When the only way to get updates from someone is through Facebook, it sure is sad when you get cut off from everything. This is all painful for now. But I know Athena will learn someday about my plans. Soon. It is just going to be a matter of time. I love you my child. I will see you again.