Saturday, March 3, 2012

welcome to the business world pt 1

over the past two weeks, Ane and i have been very busy with our food cart business. So busy that because of it, i have accomplished one thing i was trying to get done. it was not to log in to my facebook account. as odd as it may seem but yes. honestly, im tired of that piece of sh*t. what is an anti-social soldier doing in a social media community site? in my opinion it is nothing more than a colossal waste of time. it takes away a lot of your time from doing what you need to do. in my case, it took away some of my time from reading some books, playing my guitar and most specially time with my beloved kids. i plan to get rid of it but there are just a few people on my friend list whom i communicate only through the means of FB. but if it were not for them i will gladly get rid of it for good.

welcome to the business world.
it sucks. specially if you are dealing with a son of a b*tch. we were mislead. a lot of things were not disclosed. things that were so hard to miss. information "inadvertently" not relayed. hmm. could just blame the person partly because i am also partly to blame. for trusting. we are losing money. i am losing time with my kids. which was the most painful part of it all. i miss my kids. damn it! i miss them so much i think i am going to die of missing them. we planned this for my kids and now they are suffering because of it. what a father? sigh. this is not worth it.
i miss being at home. to watch my kids play and see the ardent smiles on their faces. and sink in their warm embrace, drown from all the overwhelming happiness that envelopes me each time i kiss their marshmallow like cheeks.
i no longer want to become a business man. sooner or later. i'll quit. because i have been good at being a quitter. and this time, i have a good reason to be.

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