after a year, TAT and Rizal and Journalism

A year ago I staggered through a path to where inconsistencies have fallen from their throne
I saw a large signboard that says the unit of measure I know and use is a stimulus to my dead social life
So be it
Never really cared do i?
I could not just sit down now and have a conversation over a bottle of gin
To talk about life, death and love
To hurl myself into the wall and say “fuck you world” over and over again
And precipitate images and idols to the ground that did not do anything but stare back at you
Now im back , from the cosmopolitan of do’s and don’ts, where your only allies are comic books and a guitar .Things which can predetermine what your interests are. That is totally stereotyping of others if you are going to ask me.
TAT
I am wondering if I can have a tattoo done on my left arm this year. I already have ideas what colors and design I want. The only problem is im scared. Not of the pain but of the possibility that it might not get done right. I am looking around for a good tattoo artist who may meet my standards and place my doubts and fear aside. Don t want to happen to me what happened to Mark. A lotus which looked like more of a wildflower inked on his forearm, a disaster in perpetuity.
Rizal and Journalism
Several months ago I made a decision to empty our piggy bank. Well it never really looked like a pig. I wonder why pigs were made as the only animal unanimously voted to become the world’s guard to all hard earned money. I’d like to think that just like the live ones, one day they are going to be cut up and take out from their insides everything that is going to be useful for pecuniary motives. Anyways it went to finance school. At last, and since it was a distance education system, I was given a chance to pay for 6 units first, which was a big help by the way. They never require paying for all of the subjects at once. Just taken the exam on Rizal weeks ago, still have not heard anything from the facilitator though if I have passed or what. But for a long time, I never have felt this confident. I know I passed that exam. Now, I am one step closer to realizing one of my life long dreams, one baby step at a time. Though I know it is not going to be easy. Perfect example is just right now, im on my second subject which is Journalism and im completely at a loss. I can’t seem to find the most important suggestive reading book that I need to understand the whole damn subject. A book entitled Principles of journalism by Spencer Crump. The whole time I was reading the first module was completely useless after I saw the Module Test which every student has to take at every end of one module. Most of the questions were not based from what can be read on the first module I just finished. Great. Well who said it is going to be a walk in the park? Im left with no other source but the internet. So Google let’s go!