Exactly a little over a week from now, May will just be a memory. As I always like to say, time flies so fast. It will go by you so fast it will make your head spin. It is Monday already. My three day long weekend went by just like that. Time can sometimes be such a killjoy that it will not let you savor things like these. A few hours from now, it will be Tuesday. Different day, same Jae. I will go to the office with hopes of faking enthusiasm so convincingly that I might find myself wearing a smile and exude confidence with flying colors.
The weather is getting kind of dreadful too. Heat can sometimes make you feel so cold and alone. I never have thought of it before but i am feeling it right now. By the time i have thought of it, it will have clouded my clear perception of things. I always like to think of myself as someone who can do anything i wish. I believed so. Now there is nothing else to ponder on but how i can set my mind straight and become focused and fearless once more. Am frightened of what this thing might lead up to. A lot at stake, my kids. Failure is not an option.
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