tonight i wont leave my child

it was months ago when you came to this world. On this side of the world, where discipline and order have been extinguished by the need to live, to exist. sadly i say this. im not a righteous person. im not a perfect example how to live one's life. let us just leave it to christ. i wont be here forever my child, but tonight i will cradle you in my arms. the way i did with your sisters and your brother. to help you stay sound asleep which will make you get by through the night without feeling the pain of your illness. i will play my guitar so you will hear my soul singing for your recovery. i will be by your side. tonight i wont leave my child.