last month of the 3rd quarter

well it is September already and the holiday season sure is just around the corner. we filipinos like to call it the "ber" months. consists of the months starting from september to december. Yes. the last syllable of the month's name. when your calendar says it is september, the muscles on their faces involuntarily pull up to form a smile. still jobless and no plans have ever been put into action. well that's me. it is what the people like and hate about me. i make plans or at least make one. i was supposed to go to an interview earlier this morning but what the hell happened? some divine intervention suddenly hindered me from pulling my ass up to go out of this house. not really divine intervention, i just made that one up. hehe. it has been more than five months now since i had quit my job. a record breaking month long of staying in a company. gawd! that is a milestone. for somebody who should be working his ass off in order to bring food to the table. yeah. that is me. what can i say? as i have mentioned working in a call center has left a bitter taste in my mouth. i can no longer see myself working in such an environment. but i just have to. it is the only industry that accepts losers like me. believe me a lot of people like myself broods in it. worse than myself. i no longer wish to wear a god damn headphone with mic attached to it and talk for eight hours. be yelled at by people you do not even know. sigh. it is just one thing. one more reason why i do not wish to work in the "bpo" industry again is because i just feel i am not apt for the job. i have wasted 6 years of my life in this industry and never not even once have i felt i did a good job. i worked just to rake in the dough, nothing else. and tomorrow is going to be another prey. let the hunting season continue. i just wish there is a different set of food chain which i belong to.